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小绵羊的流水账~~There are a lot of things to be discovered... August 09 奥运会开幕式真的很好看！
在美国看不到直播，从早上一直等到晚上6：30终于能看到被NBC剪切过的开幕式。听着英文的解说词我总要反应几下才能知道本来的中文字。在英文解说中总能听到很irritating的sarcastic comments,例如“harmony...well not a reality ” "one world, one dream...the slogan of this olympics...not a reality, just an ideal"。一边看着让我激动的fantastic performance一边听着这些评论，真是有点郁闷。
不过我真的觉得开幕式超级好看！！I wish I was there!
不知道有多少外国人能懂和appreciate这里面每一个performance的含义（这也是为什么nbc把戏曲和丝路那两段直接删了），不过的确是wonderful opening ceremony.
我发现NBC介绍很多国家队的时候很多都跟政治联系在一起，评论那些国家的democratic development. 对台北队的描述更是对中国讽刺得很。还有就是他们总是把opening ceremony的design作为张艺谋的个人作品来介绍，不过我觉得应该这些设计是很多人的结晶吧。 April 30 i start missing CORE right after the examWhen I came back from my CORE final and said in relief to my roommate (who is about to suffer the exam in the afternoon), "Yeh, I'm done with CORE", almost immediately I feel a sense of sadness. I took out the 9 books for Core this semester and the notes and essays I had, organizing the stuff as I always do after a course is finished. At that moment, I realize, most likely I won't touch the notes and essays ever again, if not also the books. What's the point of keeping the papers then? The value of those words on the papers are immense not when we look back at them again, but only when we were writing them down. The experience of Core class is the same. I so complain when I was doing the assignments, but I indeed enjoyed this class, especially Dr. Hilliard. Without the class, I would never read 9 books in a semester, I guess. In fact, I miss Core because I miss this whole year. When Core ended last year, I didn't feel much, because I knew there would still be a continuation. So ironically that the relief and the expectation of the other round of "torture" came together! Now, as the school YEAR is about to end, there is no more Core in my whole life again! And not only that: there is no more class discussion with Dr. Hilliard, no more living in Moore, with my neighbors... It is this completion and ending that makes me miss Core even right now. As much as I crave for food and everything in the holiday, I don't want to say goodbye to the Freshmen Year. I wrote in Core several times about Mrs. Curren in Age of Iron tending to cling to the past; maybe I tend to cling to the past in these moments, too. As a compensation, Lakeview next year is what I look forward to. And that class will be the class I struggle hardest to get an A next semester... April 11 some random stuffit turned out that my econ test was not that bad.surprisingly it was the highest score among my prof's classes--see how badly my classmate did...
so thanks to those who tried to comfort me=) i wanna say that i will never oversleep for my class again, but since that has some unpredicatable difficulty, i decide to say instead that i will try not to take any more 8:15am class any more (haha, maybe this is more realistic).
OPT new policy is out. good news! but i don't know whether it'll be relevant to me personally. it makes math major more attractive to me now, indeed. but the quality of my school's math major is really..."bu gan gong wei"
there is a free DC trip organized by school this saturday. I'm soooo excited about it although we'll only be able to stay around in DC for about 5 hrs~~ too excited to feel like doing any homework in these two days~ i guess i'm just a bit high. talking on msn/phone/in person all increased dramatically these 2 days~
I wish JD all the best! there are so many impt things in life~ and i love her haha~~
anyway, a happy weekend is coming! ...followed by 3 exams, 1 mock interview, and frustrating course registration next week =( April 03 my poor econ examI couldn't believe it!! I woke up at 8:14am while the exam starts at 8:15am! I was running like a mad girl all the way to B-sch. When I arrived 10min after the exam started, the prof was not in the room! had to go to his office to ask for the exam paper and THEN could start doing. all a mess...all a mess... My mind was entangled and stuff just got stuck in my brain and I couldn't function well at all...I guess all these bear the tragic consequence--a bad grade on this exam. Poor me! Now I have to worry whether I can get A for Macro Principle this semester liao.
ahhhhhh!! should hao hao fan xing yi xia. March 29 ...I was filling out an externship appln for accounting in summer...then when I was reach the end, I found these words:
"
As evidenced by my signature below, I understand and acknowledge that to be eligible to participate in Veris' Externship Program, as well as for employment (should an offer be made) by Veris, I must be legally authorized to work in the United States, without sponsorship. I further understand and acknowledge that Veris Consulting, LLC will not provide sponsorship at any time. "
Then I know, I was not eligible for this externship at all.
Now not only PwC doesn't sponsor H1-B visa, even this kind of tiny, unfamous accounting firms don't bother to sponsor H1-B. When seeing that the financial industry new employee recruitment is kind of dismal, seeing the refusal of sponsorship in accounting firms becomes more saddening. And since they refuse to sponsor for H1-B, they don't even CONSIDER international students for EXTERNSHIP (job shadowing)--business people really observe good budgeting and do not waste any of their resources ha...
anyway, H1-B is still kind of far away. The more imminent is the visa renewal... March 28 "why democracy?"在姜吉吉的blog上看到这个award-winning documentary，还挺有意思的。
小孩子小小年纪就开始变得manipulative了呀～
maybe democracy is just the lesser of two evils between it and dictatorship, if not the bigger evil.
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－ --(youtuber)"this's the best representation of what 'election' and democracy of today is! control,manipulate,bribery,intimidation,propaganda,misinform ation,ignorance. The other rendition of evil in human soul. the teacher is like those man behind curtain,bankers,,, are always in control. while others are just tools for some higer agenda and serves for interests of the few, obeying to preconceived conditons and terms."
PBS/BBC - Why Democracy? - Please Vote for Me 1/5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89VdDDIvihM&feature=related
PBS/BBC - Why Democracy? - Please Vote for Me 2/5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaCGOBq6W1g&feature=related
PBS/BBC - Why Democracy? - Please Vote for Me 3/5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RhZUc8Ma0UM&feature=related
PBS/BBC - Why Democracy? - Please Vote for Me 4/5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YX78p1WNgmM&feature=related
PBS/BBC - Why Democracy? - Please Vote for Me 5/5 March 19 i need to think it throughi just feel like writing the following down. It most probably does not make much sense because I did not want to write some things out in a clear way, or they have not been clear in my mind yet. So ignore this entry as you wish. Those of my friends we are Rafflesians in LAC now are welcome to read and comment.
The talk with a friend just now just reminds me how slack I have been and how this has led me in a process of stupifying myself. He has such accurate summary of my character, capability and current situation although I was merely slightly more than an acquaintance to his gf and him. Similar situation stimulates conversations that we can all share. What he and his gf are saying is very impactful to me. I cannot say that definitely their decision of transferring will lead to a better ultimate consequence; I am not sure whether their observation and judgment are correct; and honestly I have so many other things and factors to consider. Nevertheless, at least it reminds me that I should really think through what I'm doing now and how more hardworking I can be so that I do not waste my time at this small LAC. In fact, I have started this thinking just from yesterday, and now there are some insights added.
I admit that peer pressure always has a tremondous impact on me. since the peer pressure now is so weak, I need some self-motivation and seniors' guidance this time though. March 03 lakeview~Getting into Lakeview "Life, Literature and Art House" entails that next year there will be again a pile of books in front of me to read for a class. It's a kind of continuation for core. I don't know how I will do for that class, but thinking of the life of reading more stuff, meeting more people, living in the newest dorm which i always think is fabulous when i look from outside from the way to my dorm, I'm EXCITEd~~ I hope Angela gets in too, cos she will be such an art-inclined inspiring roommie, haha~~and pray for sb getting a room in Thomas Hall lor~~ February 14 Happy Valentine's Day! A valentine's day again--actually the first real valentine's day to me~~ So, Happy V-day to me, to my special dear one, and to my good friends (as always^_^)! ps: to lp&xin2: i'm going back to chengdu on 7th May and leaving on 17th May (so short right? but i really hope you are in holidays at that time so that we can MEET!!!) pps: (some random words...) life is good~~ i like my java class~~ January 31 意义这几天偶尔在想，我的目标到底是什么？我的生活重心到底是什么？生活的根本意义到底是什么？未来是怎样？或许应该是怎样？未来应该是靠自己努力的，那么到底向着那里努力呢？
是我core上太投入了，看几个人的blog看太进去了，查internship查累了，还是simply because I am thinking about these while thinking about some other thing? January 12 summer... faint! Summer air ticket is soooooo ex!!! even for China cities other
than Beijing and Shanghai...I thought those two cities would be more ex
so my trip to chengdu wouldn't be that atrociously expensive=( then while discussing this with friends, i realize that we're pretty confused about the visa renewal issue. I always thought，to avoid not being able to enter US in the case of denial of the renewal, we should do the visa renewal before the expiry date of the visa. but then several friends were saying that we don't necessarily need to renew visa before it expires even if we still wanna go back every year. now quite confused... and for summer, i still don't know what to do yet. summer internship is almost impossible to get, so maybe i'll take the expensive summer classes (wah, my parents' dear money ah...T_T), and then go back to china to rot at home... January 09 turned 21now i'm officially an adult liao~
can watch R21 movies and sign legal document if i am in Singapore, can drink in America.
emm...
every year goes past so fast! hopefully i can enjoy this new year of mine^^ December 31 time is passing~好像最近都没有写blog了。不过发生了这么多事我都不知道从哪里写起呢。而且终于开始继续用手写日记了，就更懒得到网上更新。
不过要谢谢我的好朋友们对我的关心哦！
祝大家新年快乐！
哎，2007年就到了尾声了。 December 11 essay submitted, english 103 finished finally finally finished my last essay for english 103 class...now finally done with this class. maybe this class has pushed me to really write a lot--13 journals, 3 big essays each with several drafts, and memo for the drafts, and a final reflection letter. so when i compare my essays now with the GP essays I wrote in JC, they are indeed more in-depth. but the sacrifice was a whole night's sleep on top of the work done before last night. I totally don't deny that writing essays is the most effective way of wasting my time. 谢谢djw给我提建议， 谢谢adara8点起床帮我看first draft, 谢谢zhx刚考完试也帮我认真地改final draft. 我好感动的呢。 不过这两次写作文都在最后时刻这么stressed out and desperate, 我觉得很不应该。too reliant on friends maybe... 不过呢，这段时间写essay虽然很烦，但是不sad。看来心情还不错哈 几天前收到xmas little gift from Rachel, 今天又在信箱里看到alix的贺卡，还有maths dept secretary 要给我的考前小礼物，woo~ 心里好sweet的！ 生活还是美好的啊^^ December 04 last two weeks of school最后两个星期了，积累了好多papers要写。其实说多也不多，主要是麻烦。烦啊！简直不在状态，脑袋木得什么都写不出来。english 103老师的grade还要看这学期的improvement in the course,我倒觉得第一篇essay写得最好，之后越写越水，因为时间越来越少。
哎，我只有不断告诉自己，熬过了这两个星期就好了。你看周围的人不也大都是半死不活了么？ November 28 new york trip in brief （其实所谓brief也不太brief...）感恩节就是好啊！由于去纽约和朋友们小聚了一下，我的心情一下子变好了很多~
我一上了greyhound的车就开始睡。也不管车上那么多黑人、车有多么的破、座位有多么的窄，反正晚上没睡觉就是等着车上睡的。于是7个小时就被我睡过去了，隐隐约约记得中途车在baltimore停过。等到睁开眼睛观察到了哪里时，周围已是高楼林立，而且车堵得不行。看来这应该就是new york了吧。虽然感觉比新加坡脏许多，道路状况也挺有在中国的街上的感觉，但是这么多高楼、这么多人让我已经兴奋得睡不着了！只可惜我是一个人坐车去的纽约，都没有一个人在旁边听我描述我激动的心情。打电话给bj,qy， 她们在chinatown；zmj在times square;jd MIA,而我只知道我的车在那几条街已经上上下下转了三遍（两层，地下似乎是个汽车总站）。后来好不容易停了车。我一下车，发现周围有无比多的亚洲人的面孔。还真是和richmond不一样啊！这个车站原来叫port authority bus terminal, 400多个上下车口，真是复杂。居然找到了张免费地图，看了看发现“greyhound bus station should be near to chinatown”的理论完全错误。好不容易打电话听见了熟悉的女友们的声音，于是我就傻呆呆地一个人背着个backpack的有我一半高的大包看着问着坐上地铁(PS: 纽约的地铁看起来比新加坡的脏多了就是了)向south ferry站进发。（事实上这个重包就这样跟了我一天，让我的肩膀受到了严重虐待*_*）
在south ferry见到了久违的朋友们，拥抱的时候我真是兴奋得想哭。几个人迫不及待想趁天黑前一睹自由女神像的神圣雄伟，于是上了免费的都不知到底开向哪儿的ferry。在船上就只有我们几个人趴着窗沿远望自由女神，跟其他人坐着悠闲地看报的样子一比我们就像一群进城的农民--谁让我们就是乡下整天与小松鼠作伴的“农民”呢？到了ferry terminal才发现我们上了一个manhattan南面不知名的小岛。恐怕地却很少游人会专门跑到这个岛上来晃吧~
之后晚饭在chinatown的小笼包子店解决。啊！好久没吃这么爽的小笼包了！！虽然这家的麻婆豆腐都不正宗，但还是一饱口福了。羡慕在纽约经常能去chinatown吃饭的同学们！
晚上逛times square,灯火辉煌，无比壮观！其实在times square打广告，如果不是特别耀眼特别大，肯定是会被埋没在其他广告中的。这种晚上有白天一半亮的感觉让我只能用“so New York!”来形容了。或许我们进去的hershey's chocolate店里的店员已经厌烦一年四季这么多人的嘈杂的times square, 但是我们这些第一次来的人对这里只有一种仰慕。
值得一提的是那个M&M的店（应该是总店吧），外边的大屏幕上有好可爱好可爱的MM豆的卡通人物作各种动作的影像，让人好喜欢的。
晚上6个女生寄columbia university一间房间，可苦了接待我们的fanfan。大家睡在一间房间倒是很温馨，让我想到了以前和好友躺着聊天的时候。
第二天fan跟bj去了new haven的yale,我们“Rm3.8+1”拿着zmj要钱的地图（总算派上用场的地图）去逛了wall street, world trade centre ground zero, 5th avenue等地方。wall street那里我们一出地铁站我就觉得街两边的高楼把人压着似的，街是那么的窄而楼是那么的高。即使整街没有一处开着（毕竟是感恩节的大清早，再赚钱不要命的人也放假了），还是能够感受到这条街的紧张。突然觉得这种庄严肃穆的压抑感很酷，不知道为什么。world trade centre 那里就是一片施工重地。5th avenue那里正有macy's parade,热闹非凡。那里的人群挤的程度让我想到新加坡除夕晚上的chinatown。that's where i realize there are lots and lots of ppl in US after all.我们其实离parade还有一条街的距离，但却寸步难行。只看见巨大的卡通人物的气球在远处的人群上空飘过~于是我们和ss汇合了过后向反方向绕道才到达了第五大道。帝国大厦其实比想象的丑些，或许是有些年头了吧。
下午搭车去了Yale,从“which COLLEGE are you from?”开始tease tan yin,一群人像是找回了当年在新加坡时说笑的味道。tan yin 的singlish还是那么炉火纯青，强！yale的校园很大很有肃穆的气氛，走在里面像要迷路，又很有学习的气氛。
感恩节的晚上别人在家切火鸡的直接结果就是饭馆都不开。我们冒着越下越大的雨好不容易走街串巷来到一家中餐馆，结果也关门。后来竟然在subway解决了晚饭。没有火鸡，只有teriyaki chicken。其间tan yin 跟yale的yelin大谈gay rights等等，才知ty在yale和roommates整天讨论毛爷爷功过讨论上了瘾。呵呵，听到这些讨论觉得挺有意思~更爽的是subway寂寞的老板娘免费给了我们好多免费的cookies^^
在yale的"sillymen" college (惨了，开玩笑多了连人家college本身的名字都没注意)的娱乐室打了会儿台球玩了会儿篮球。突然想到了richmond的几个中国朋友。看来几个月了大家也还真的有些感情了，虽然对每个人我都还是那么的不真正了解、每个人都那么的不同。
晚上和三个有relationship的人聊天聊到3点钟，5点又爬起来赶车回new york赶black friday sales.和szm还有一群比我们小的yale freshmen chinese一起找JCpenny找了好一阵子实在忍不住了，决定还是抓紧时间把就在眼前的macy's逛了再说，于是和szm脱离群众。macy's 真的是大得让我惊讶，人多得让我更惊讶。保安不断在扶梯前疏散群众，还规定店里有的线路是“单行道”。macy的东西太多，似乎反而让我不知买什么好。下午和fan去逛了H&M,第二天去了Century 21,买了两大包衣服~
离开纽约的前一晚跟zjh和middlebury的一个人一起去flushing,又大吃！小肥羊火锅量虽然很少但是的确不错！在flushing那块地方感觉哪像是纽约啊？可能跟新加坡的chinatown或者香港比较像一些，很多店甚至就只有个中文店牌，且到处都是讲中文的人。好有一种归属感就是了。唱k的时候更有归属感，的确唱歌比跳舞更爽~
总之呢，这次reunion真得让我很开心很开心！！喜欢熟悉的人叫我“咩咩”的感觉，喜欢大家聊些各式各样的东西，喜欢一出哥大就有地铁搭的方便，喜欢大城市的繁华，喜欢人气，喜欢朋友的关心，喜欢漂亮的衣服...nice city, nice friends of company, nice trip!
我肯定还会再去纽约的！(下次就坐chinese bus去了，还更便宜些^^) November 21 开心看来人动起来就是比较爽些。前几天呆在被窝里看着电脑就开始东想西想越想烦恼越多。现在放假了，去gym运动一下心情无比好。哈哈！终于是thanksgiving holidays了！太爽了！
可见我是多么懒的人--只喜欢假期~
或者是上半年悠闲的生活惯性太大了？
总之“少想就多快乐”在我身上还是比较准确的。 November 20 我也想学photog啊！！听学姐讲photog cca,我也好想学的啊。。。一直觉得想学可是一直都懒着呢.我们学校没有photog cca,有没有高人指导呢？我又不想去上学校的那个photog course，因为那个要先修2个art的pre-requisite drawing courses啊。连给math and physics的course slot都安排不下一个，还去上画画，是不是太doesn't make sense了？
哎，thanksgiving终于来了。a time to breathe some fresh air and meditate a bit. I've turned myself into a mess these few days--emotionally. 到底要怎么样才会不觉得lonely呢？美好的感恩节快带我到人多的大城市去吧！
money and age--are these two factors that urge me to graduate faster the root of all these emotional unrest?? November 18 questions and answersi'm used to asking all sorts of questions to my friends and i almost always had them answered or discussed.
but now when i have questions, i realize not every time can i find the solution so close. this just shows i have not enough new friends made... or how genius my old-time friends really are. How i wish they are still in the same school of mine! how i wish i have new friends like them! November 17 partyjust came back from I-Club Formal. emm, it's the party that I enjoyed the most so far, but u see, i'm just a perfectionist that i don't view it "great". It's very nice to be invited to go to a party;it's very nice to give myself a reason to wear fabulous dress and doing a little make-up and get happy because of how pretty i look; it's nice to be around with friends and laugh and smile and take photos and dance with someone so that i feel not alone--these are the things i like about parties, and maybe the only things i like about parties.(maybe i'm just too shy, too conservative...) I was thinking that i should learn more dance so that i can enjoy party more...but on a deeper thought, I'm just thinking, why do we all have to learn to appreciate parties while we can actually appreciate some other things that we have more interests in? Does party being a huge part of American culture make it absolutely necessary for us to adopt and like? Some scenes just flashed in my mind--watching shows/ movies together with my very dear friends in hostel and in the flat we rent (and more importantly the discussion during and after them), going to whatever trail to just walk for fun, discussing just some random things with friends, playing with the funky stuff my friends have just bought, etc etc... Getting some friends who can really do these things together is not easy, but why do we have to like parties when parties in some sense compromise the time for our chances to do other interesting things maybe we are more suited or talented to do?
having random thoughts expressed, i would still say, I love my new dress!!! expensive dress that i need to work a whole month to earn it back~ November 16 culturei'm actually not a very cultural person i guess. I WANT to know more about my culture but sometimes just feel i've not learnt enough. sometimes i'm wondering, maybe a lot of foreigners know more about china than me. while that is true, I just realize "most of them do not" when i was watching "pusing hands" with 3 american friends last friday. they were interested in china and two are taking chinese. but they talked how funny the scenes are and laughed many times while i was moved to tears and cried during several scenes in that movie. so i guess they didn't really understand the much "stuff" the movie brings about. anyway, it's really a great movie by Ang Lee! not a recent one, but really a good one. October 26 planMaybe I like planning...or rather, i should say, I can't resist spending time on planning although most of the time the changes force me to change plans faster than i can plan them (i'm a slow planner)
ppl would definitely be surprised to know that i spent more than 5 hours each time i look at my course catalog. (yeah it's a waste of time, is it? or not?) ppl are surprised why i want to know whether to graduate in 3 yrs or 4 yrs so early.
i know i spent way too much time on thinking about some questions and worry about my future than its worth. But indeed, who can give me the answers when there ARE so many questions bothering me?
Whether to graduate in 3 yrs does influence my choice of what to register for next semester, cos some biz courses are not offered every semester. And if I take 3 yrs to graduate, I can't take double major in both accounting and mathematical economics, then it will be more wise to take more biz courses next semester. the earlier i finish the fundamental courses, the easier i can get internship opportunities early.
So how can it be possible for me not to think about it? I really don't know.
When I went to see the accounting prof for advising session and I was saying I have 24 credits carried in from high school, she immediately said i can graduate in 3 years and get a master degree in accounting in the fourth yr. anyway, accounting CPA exam needs 150 credit hours of academic studies as pre-requisite, so a master or a fourth year in bachelor's degree will still be necessary.
Why 3 yrs?
to save 18k USd from the last yr's tuition so that I will have some money to afford acct master studies which doesn't have scholarships; to bridge one yr gap in age so that when i am in grad sch i won't be two yrs older than my peers of the same batch; to get out from my school faster so maybe i can find a potential bf in grad sch cos apparently there is no hope in richmond ald really and i don't wanna be a 25-yr-old girl who still haven't ever had bf when i go out from grad sch; to decide whether to go back to sg before the 5-yr re-entry permit of PR status expires. Richmond is not well-known in both china and sg, so i got to have a master's degree if i wanna go back to work; and i better get a master's degree if i wanna stay in US cos master's degree will make it easier to fight the quota for H1-B visa.
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3 yrs means i can't take double major cos different majors in different schools (A&S sch and Biz sch) require 150 credit hours to graduate, and it's impossible for me to get so many in 3 yrs even with credit transfer (120 hrs is needed for a normal student to graduate). 3 yrs means i will have to take summer courses or take one more course per semester (so 6 each semester) for 3 semseters. 3 yrs means I have less time to really enjoy school life cos most time will be dedicated to studies. 3 yrs means that I am a sophomore standing so by right i should be preparing for internships and career preparation like a sophormore but in fact all my registration for class doesn't have sophomore's time priority and i'm not with the sophomores in activities and there's nobody who guide me like a sophomore, and when i compete with other sophomores i'll be too blur to excell. 3 yrs means i can't take some courses that i'm interested in cos i don't have time for those. 3 yrs means i will take almost 80% of the classes in math-econ major (cos i'm interested in those courses) but i'm not gonna get a nice "double degree" on my cert. 3 yrs means my friends in the dorm are all my juniors and i'll be ahead of them to suffer everything and nobody is together with me.
It seems to me that the US working visa and the sg PR status have made me prefer the 3 yr undergraduate-1 yr master plan. But then, am i thinking about getting a job more than getting more intellectual development? and isn't the reason of me coming to US more to explore things than to get qualification to land a good job? I'm so contradicting and so confused. It meant to be...when i try to plan unpredicted future, it meant to be confusing.
am i thinking too much? but if i don't think about these, what courses should i take next semester then?
October 19 random thoughti suddenly think of Darwin's theory that the geometric increasing rate of the population of species is checked by the death of many among them. So such a check is part of evolution which makes organisms to advance to better and better species. Then what is the point of saving sick people in hospitals and improve healthcare technologies? The more diseases cured, the longer people live and the less infatality death rate, the larger number of population of human beings will be on the earth. We all know that the resources are limited and people consume resources. Then isn't it bad for human beings to increase in number and keep the "weaker" ones who should have been dead earlier as part of the natural selection? When technology is so advanced that everyone can have very good health and very safe condition, isn't the world gonna be homogeneous? So isn't the moral values that make people want to develop medical technology to save more people? And what was the moral value founded on? And is this moral really worthwhile to believe in? This is just my random thinking. Of course I don't support "letting people die", because I may be sick one day too, and I would not want people to treat me like that. ----So is this fear the reason that people save others? |
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